The OMG! Zone!!

Eh, no more than usual. xP
I hate that though. I feel like I can't tell my friends how I feel, because I'll sound to 'deep' or whatever... yeh know? Haha.


Yeah. But he keeps telling me he still loves me. I'm like, If you loved me you wouldn't break up with me, and his reply was along the lines of this,
"Um, what do you think I do all day? I think about you, all day. You are always in my head. I do love you, so much. If you don't understand, then... well you don't have to date someone if you love them. Well, I guess Peace out, leave me alone, and don't text me back"

Well, if they think that, then they're not real friends. A real, true friend will listen to your problems and care.

... well, um... saying you love someone in a short, young relationship like that doesn't really have much meaning, if you know what I mean. A lot of people say it but don't really mean it, or know HOW to mean it.

No, I sound kinda lame... haha. Sometimes I'll be in the middle of teling my friend something super 'deep' Lol, and I'll just start cracking up. It ruins the whole thing. lol.

I know. I never told him I loved him, I texted him, "Goodnight, I <3 you". That's the closest we ever got. ;D
And, he said he loved me in the break up text [yeah, a text!]. And I'm like, "That's bullshit, you don't love me"
And he was like, "How is it bullshit? You always text me at night that you love me!"
And I'm like, "Yeah, ohkay, it's way different. I didn't break up with you, I never called you an insane bitch, and I would never, ever, say you deserved getting your heart broken. Why? Because that doesn't sound like love to me"

Yeah, he did that to me... he told my best friend I was 'freaking insane', and another close friend of mine that I'm a bitch, and he's glad he broke up with me. And he told another friend of mine that I deserved it?

... Well, you'll find that there'll be so many guys you date that are jerks, yet you don't find out until you devote yourself to them. Its a crapload, I know, but its life. everyone goes through tough times, but, there's really nothing you can do about it. yes, there obviously people you can talk to, yada yada yada, but, what I think is the best thing to do is just let it go and move on. I know its hard, but it'll all work out in the end.

But, even though I see what a jerk he's been to me.. I still like him. If he asked me out right now, I'd say yes. It's so sad, right? Haha. But I'm serious. I was so close to him, I was able to tell him things. I could be MYSELF... He didn't care. We would talk on the phone for hours, until the dawn, no lie. I stayed on the phone with him, 3 times, until 5:30 in the morning. He still means so much to me.

That's usually how breakups go... one still likes the other, even if the other doesn't like them.
But, really. I'm sure you'll eventually move on, and, yeah...

but, i gotta go now, sorry. My moms gettin' pissy.
byeeezz... and, good luck.

Aww, bye...

I was just looking up cute quotes, and this one came up "Someday, everything will all make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself everything happens for a reason"

Weird right?

No, not weird at all. my mom and i were actually talking about the last one, everything happens for a reason thing at dinner last night...
i dunno why, but we always end up having these really long, drawn out, deep convos at dinner. LOL.

Nicee. ;D

We are kinda friends now, me and Brandon... (:

Well, thats good.

Hahaha, scratch that.

... what happened?

He 'loves' me, according to him. But he doesn't want to be friends.

Whatever, I'm kind of sick and tired of talking to him. It's as useful as talking to a wall.
He just makes me cry again, and he just makes me feel insignificant.
And I said, "Since you 'love' me, whats your definition of that word?"
He said, "Caring about someone so much, and being there when they need you."
So I'm like, "Ohkay, if you cared about me that much, you wouldn't hurt me intentionally by breaking up with me. And when were you there when I needed you?!"
And then he's like, "What the hell? When did you need me?"
I'm like, "How about my whole life, I've just wanted someone to care about what I said, and understand me."
And I forget how he replied to that.

.. mmm.
Well, I guess you sould just let him go his seperate way. Usually when guys do stuff like this, badgering them about it does nothing, and they usually on't change their minds... I've noticed that with a lot of people.

... and, this is TOTALLY off topic, but... What ever happened the rpg? LOL

Yeah, i know. I'm just going to try to forget about him. He isn't worth that many tears. (:

Well, I've been really really busy :\ A lot of homework lately, and dealing with Brandon, and cleaning, etc. ): And my laptop is broken.

Do you know the age United States citizens have to right to petition at?

See? That's a good attitude to have.

That sucks. lol.
... cuz i just had an idea.... XD

.... uh, no? Probably something in the teens... depending on what you're petitioning for, i would assume.

Thanks, haha. <3 I like a new kid anyway

Aww, sorry. :/

oh, I looked it up. First ammendment right apply to all ages (:

... wonderful xD

Yep.
And now I'm dating Logan, the 'new kid' I was talking about.

... nice. xD i like my single life, lol.

Hi, wow, I feel awful. I've not been on here in SO long.
Please, please, tell me you are still here. I miss you guys :/

Yeah, I'm still here... Spirit hasn't been, though.

i thought this place had died... lol... its been a lnog time since any of us have been on...

Yeah it has... sorry... I feel very guilty. Very, Very Guilty.
a LOT has happened right now. ://
Things aren't going all that well for me right now. ):

yeah, i know the feeling. It's been like that for me for about the past four years, and things just keep getting worse.

but, don't feel guilty. Its not your fault. =)

.... so, should we liven this place up again? the RP along with the whole forum seems to have died xD

I think the RP is officially dead. :/
I don't have that kind of time anymore, or patience.
But we can liven it up, if you'd like (;

Yeah, I know what you mean. Me and Logan broke up, and we're back together again. And Brandon is dating my ex-best friend. And he flipped a shit on me when i told him Logan and I were back together. It's been so crazy :/